People See This Blog?

Apparently, people see this blog? People stumble here somehow???????

This blog is my mental escape. The place I got after a mental breakdown or a traumatic period has concluded. It’s where i go to get my bearings, if you will. It’s where i go when I’m buzzed from kratom that will soon be illegal.

Since this is AprilOutLoud… I’d like to shout something today:

 

I KEEP WANTING TO BE A FUNCTIONAL HUMAN BUT MAYBE FUCKING FUNCTIONAL IN OUR WORLD RIGHT NOW IS NOT A GOOD THING. MAYBE I DONT NEED TO CHANGE MAYBE THIS NEEDS TO CHANGE.

I’m not going to ever work in a cubicle or something so soul sucking. i don’t care if that makes me sound like im 12. or 15. or 20. IM NOT

Current goal in life is to be some sorta rock/alt version of Zedd. cause i can’t sing. i cant play instruments cause of the RA. so PLAN ZEDD.

im  fucking hilarious.

 

Let’s Talk About… Other People

Other people suck. 

Just a few miles and before you know it everyone you knew who didn’t share the same blood as you are just a big morass of shadow monsters. 

It hurts so much to see your own background fading. It just makes me wonder where I or we went wrong. People grow apart, yada yada. But how am I the only one seeing it? Am I drifting away or is everyone drifting away from me?

And who the hell is closest to the shore?